Thankyou 2014 for being so colorful !!

2012!!

2012

Thank you for the all the new things in this year...

An year which made me more happier and calm than the past few years..

I hope and wish 2013 be an year which would teach me more acceptance and help me let go of things which are not mine anymore

Bye Bye 2012!!!

Welcome 2013..........

New Zealand

Here i write miles n miles away from my home country.

This  is the corner of the world which i never planned to come until couple of months before.

A country which is ahead in time of rest of the world.

New Zealand is the dream destination for many and here i am with a chance to live in this place :)

I cannot be more happy or lucky.

My Travel from India had been smooth with lot of memories. Wellington is a small city and you could walk to most places.

Here i am visiting places which had been as wallpaper on my desktop. There is only beauty in this country in whichever direction i turn. I never knew i could feel so calm inside just by sitting beside the waterfront and staring at the water for hours and i love to do that.

We may never know where we are headed sometimes or why certain things happen. Its better to enjoy and live in the present than worrying over past. Hope i learn to do this here ......

2011

None could stop the time. yet another year comes to an end. Oh yes so soon!!!

what have i done for this whole 365 days ?

Have i become a better person ?

Did i learn something new ?

Did i make new friends ?

Any habit in me changed ?

or

Was i just eating, sleeping and working the SAME

       Well am not sure if i become better person, but did take some brave decisions, which i still don't know is right or wrong. Even if i am going to fail on those i just want to make sure to fail in MY Way.

      Last 3 years had given me lot of learning. Specially what i learnt this year was how valuable our life is. All could be over in a fraction of second.

An accident, how it could turn everything OFF. When i stayed with my father in the hospital with sleepless nights watching 2yr to 80yr old coming there at odd times for odd injuries, it struck in me that, it could have been even me on that stretcher rushing to the ICU.Life is full of surprises, both good and bad.You never know what is going to come out of your bag and when.

If you ever want to do something,say something, love someone, forgive someone,let it be always NOW. 

Forgive yourself for your mistakes

It is ok to do a few.But,

Never loose the lesson in it.

Forgive others for what they did to you

You may not get a chance again to forgive them

Forget your loss

Learn to live with some pain

Try a little harder on your failures

Nothing is never too late to start.

start today from zero

Don't give up on it till you reach.

Wishing all a very Happy and prosperous 2012.

Support

There goes a saying "Behind every successful man there is a woman", lets rephrase it a bit and call it as "there is someone behind each successful person" be it a male or a female.

Someone who trusts you, loves you for what you are and not for what they want you to be.

A person who believes in you that you will have your day.

Who sits next to you with their arms around to let you know that it's OK to have some failures.

A person who is proud of your smallest deeds.

A person who calmly stands beside you in support when the whole world walks away taking out the hope from  you.

It might be any relation a parent/sibling/friend or a spouse.

How many of us have such people in life ?

If you have one, what are you waiting for?Go ahead and win the world.

If you don't have one yet, never worry you are going to find one soon in your journey, provided you walk on your journey without giving up.

Silence

Sometimes i don't want to talk, silence is mostly comfortable to me in your presence.

You might differ me in this ,but i don't know how to make you understand what happens inside me when you are next to me. I simply just can't talk when you are around me because am afraid if you would find out what's going on within me...

Moments

There had been moments when i wished you were beside me,
holding me up and not letting me fall.

assuring me that things will be OK sooner.
from where did i get the courage to let you walk with someone else?
still wondering how much more i am going to lose.

 I keep imagining how warm your hands would be around me
Will i ever get to feel it for real ?

Euthanasia

Euthanasia , a debatable topic. I very much agree that no one has the right to decide if someone can die even if they would want to. On  reading about Aruna's case recently i couldn't say if the judgement given by the SC was correct. She has suffered in the state of being a vegetable for 37 long years, what more is left for her to suffer.What wrong did she do in her life to get this life time punishment? The wardboy who assaulted and raped her when she was 27 years was freed in few years.But will aruna ever get back her life?

Also on the other note while hearing about her friends and colleagues in KEB who has been taking very good care of her for 37 years in hospital is simply amazing. I wonder how many of us would do the same for our own family members.I am not sure if a person like us who can talk, communicate,express,love would ever get such wonderful friends as aruna.

If aruna who is not able to move or do anything on her own for a long time is able to retain her friends till date, i still keep amazing what kind of a person she would have been before the incident? She would definitely have been a marvelous,lovely and lively person.

Why would such a thing happen to her ? 

Everytime things go wrong i would console myself telling 

"This also happened for some good for which i don't know the reason now".

How will i ever fit this thought in aruna's case.what good has ever been happened to her since then?

she cannot even express her gratitude to her friends helping.The biggest pain in life is not being able to express oneself to dear and nears.

Where was the so called "GOD" resting when things like this happen? All i could do from my end now is to hope that her soul rest in peace soon without anymore pain.